Sunday, October 2
just realised chris had a lot of typos. but i won't help her edit anything, since it'll stop looking chris-y. hahaha. i realised, i really am very un-quirky. now, why on earth do i feel mildly disappointed?
econs tmr. gahahha. sense of impending doom. for very good reasons. if i pass [that's an a level pass] econs, i'll be very obliging and do something that i usually wouldn't do. shall cross that bridge when i get to it.
what happened to the girl who dreamt of touching the stars? all she's doing now is concentrating on not falling into random pits.
and off to study econs!! dear God, please, save me too.
and it just occured to me, how silly it is to pray about
exams when goodness knows [i haven't read the papers] how many people died in bali. again. and all those other times in other places. and yet.. is that an adequate excuse? imagine me marching into the principal's office and demanding that i be promoted to j2 despite 4 f's, simply because one marred little life is still a life. that doesn't quite make sense. i am getting incoherent. this may have something to do with the fact that i haven't played the piano all day and now it's too late. i shall get up early, mute the piano and warm up my brain.
it must've been love.
9:48 pm
xoxo
